Angry and Crazed / 2000

Angry voices in my head,

Violent images and violent

 sounds sounding in my mind,

Squirming about like large

 black snakes in my brain.

I see them cooperating, making plans, their

Faces blurred and laughing at me,

They’re talking behind my

back; snickering bastards!

Tim, Mary, Gervase,  and even fat Jack!

Angry voices in my brain tell

 me things, instructions

I think.

Their blurred faces

are still laughing at me.

Where can I hide where can

I go to dulcify my suffering.

Bizarre sounds like guns

 firing, like people screaming,

Like homes exploding,

 invading my mind.

I see me now, happy now,

 not sad, sitting silently,

Strapped to this wooden

 chair, waiting for God to take

Me now.

9-20-2000 – A. Herandez

Collage Numeral 1 / A. Hernandez

Gang Fight

The light mobsters unite

With sound gangs tonight,

Joining forces are the smell hoodlums,

Congregating.

Plans are being made.

Tonight the mobsters and the hoodlums

And gangs will shoot at the moon.

(In hopes to kill it in the night sky)

Drop dead they are screaming,

 Laughing,

Telling  jokes, all as bullets tear

And split the dark.

What a crazy night.

A. Hernandez 7 19 2022

Aʀᴛᴡᴏʀᴋ ʙʏ Gɪᴜʟɪᴀɴᴏ Mᴀᴄᴄᴀ

Happy With Two Or One Zeros

There are times when I feel less than zero.

I am one with nothing

I am one with one or two zeros.

I am no hero (I know this)

I am just what God intended

No more no less.

Watch me and see am happy with nothing

And happily nothing is in love with me.

I can see the world

And I think I know how it moves

Which way it grooves

The dance routine is simple.

I move to the love song the world sings.

It just rings and rings, rings, rings

In my soul. Groovy tunes are my

Ruin.

I can say this without the pain

“I know the pain means to hurt”

And with much anger it does hurt

My heart,

My knees,

My head,

And sometimes

My teeth.

I can say this without pain now,

And also right after I take this white little pill.

I am nothing but zero.

There is something in zero.

However no heroes here, in the zero.

Just the pain before or after the white tiny pill.

10 28 2022 A. Hernandez

My Photo of the Trail Tress Behind Publix Supermarket 10 2022

Poor Little Freak

Art Hernandez 5-19- 2000

Poor little freak pretending to sleep, with your eyes wide open and ready to swell.
Poor little freak, stab you I might, now get your butt out of my sight!
Poor little freak, with freaky glasses and freaked up smell,
I can stand you no longer so go straight to hell!

Poor little freak, with your tiny little freaky brain,
Sticking out the many holes in your head;
Its dripping to the ground, your dripping your stain.
Lap up your mess, and get before I find you dead!

Freaky little man, with freaky little plans,
Swarming in your freaking mind,
Condemned souls are what you find,
Freaky little man, better make your stand!

I must turn from this mirror……
I must turn from this mirror.

Art Hernandez 5-19- 2000

Beach and Bird photo by A. Hernandez September 2022

Some Poems Are Forgotten

Some poems are forgotten.

As they are not written down.

As the mind is worthless and forgets

Reminds me of the mosquito that one second is right before your eyes and quickly leaves vanishes into another dimension

Reminds me of a cloud up way up in the sky one moment it is duck
and the next something I have no comprehension of.

Like the bubble gleaming sunshine
Pops! And it is no longer mine.

Let me write this down

Before it flies & all gone.

It can now be found

This poem not forgotten.

 7 3 2022 A. Hernandez

My Photo – New Smyrna Beach

Monkey Sea

Monkey Sea
Monkey dew
Chicken crossed the road
Cow jumped over toad
Mouse ran up the clock
Hare the bully jock
Passed the turtle
Jumped a hurdle.
Ant fights a rubber tree
Stings like a bumble bee
Floats like a butterfly
Eyes the dragonfly

Ignores the house fly.
Billy goat jumps
Over the bump
Thursday is here
Friday very near.
Bear shits in the woods 
Like all smart  bears should.

A. HERNANDEZ  JUNE 17 2022

My Granddaughter Zoe / My Daughter’s Photo